So, my insurance came through on my scripts. Thank goodness :) They ended up being $20 each, so $120 for them all. Much better than without insurance. Phew.
So I did one day of the protocol and was sick sick sick! I couldn't possibly manage to work AND treat so I held off and put in my two weeks notice. I have been done with work for a few days and am about to start the protocol again. I already feel so weak, fatigued, my joints are hurting so bad, migraines are out of control.
My mom got me a wheelchair. I needed one so bad. I cant stand for very long without feeling like I'm going to pass out. I have to have someone take me to the grocery store and use the wheelchair. I feel like I can't drive right now. I wouldn't want to put mine, my son's or anyone else's life on the line. So, I guess that means I need to start this protocol ASAP.
I've also been very angry and sad. Its hard to just sit on the sidelines and not be able to help as much as I used to with my son. And I see my husband get frustrated with my son and how terrible the house looks, so I try and get up and help and just end up on the floor or really overdoing it and hurting bad.
My eyesight has been blurry with floaters lately. The list of symptoms is endless. I can't wait until I have a good day again so I can get my son and myself out of this house. It is so hard just to care for him when I feel like death...doing this protocol (which takes a lot of effort in itself) is going to be really really hard. I don't know how I'm going to pull it off.... I really don't.
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